Yet Another prayer from Ted Loder and then I will take a break from posting his prayers so much and share other things for a while. This one has been particularly meaningful for me in a period of recovery and rebuilding of my faith. I grew up in a context where dreams were viewed with suspicion so to pray and ask God to keep me in touch with my dreams felt very wrong at first, but the more I prayed it the more I knew it was right. It was right in the deepest sense of the word: it was true. Maybe you will find it to be so also. This prayer is titled “Keep Me IN Touch With My Dreams.”
O Lord,
in the turbulence
and the loneliness
of my living from day to day
and night to night,
keep me in touch with my roots,
so I will remember where I cam from
and with whom;
keep me in touch with my feelings
so I will be more aware of who I really am
and what it costs;
keep me in touch with my mind
so I will know who I am not
and what that means;
and keep me in touch with my dreams
so I will grow toward where I want to go
and for whom.
O Lord,
deliver me
from the arrogance of assuming
I know enough to judge others;
deliver me
from the timidity of presuming
I don’t know enough to help others;
deliver me
from the illusion of claiming I have changed enough
when I have only risked little,
that, so liberated,
I will make some of the days to come different.
O Lord,
I ask not to be delivered
from the tensions that wind me tight,
But I do ask for a sense of direction in which to move once wound,
a sense of humor about my disappointments,
a sense of respect for the elegant puzzlement of being human,
and a sense of gladness for your kingdom
which comes in spite of my fretful pulling and tugging.
O Lord,
nurture in me
the song of a lover,
the vision of a poet,
the questions of a child,
the boldness of a prophet,
the courage of a disciple.
O Lord,
it is said you created people
because you love stories.
Be with me as I live out my story.
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